| Location | Adelaide, South Australia |
| Age | 2 years |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 21/06/2001 |
| Date of Death | 06/08/2003 |
| Visitors | 2,658 since 31/03/2008 |
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Our Beautiful Girl Nikayla Codi Hansen,*Angel Girl* Took Our Hearts!
Nikayla was born a survivor on the 21st Day Of June 2001, she received her Angel Wings on the 6th
Day Of August 2003
She blessed us with 2 beautiful years of her life..
****The Life****
You were given to me
as a blessing in my life
my heart now feels torn
it cuts like a knife
Just to know I cant
look into your eyes
just to know I can't
hear your laugh and cries....
anymore....
You are the one
who kept me fighting
now it's just the candle
by your picture I'm lighting
The memory is in my heart
I'm so scared it will fade
you in my life were so bright
you were the perfect shade
I know you hung on baby
but I thought it would last
the years would roll on
but I'm wrong, you passed
I love you so much sweetheart
only you and Jesus know
that forever in my heart
you will always grow
I can see you in the light
showered with unconditional love
I can't wait to hold you
when I come up above....
Love Mama -Written By N.Smith 25-8-03
Nikayla already had a sibling Angel awaiting to greet her in Heaven, Angel Baby Jaylei *White Light*
born to Heaven on the 21st Day Of June 2000 at 20weeks Gestation *Forever Loved & Missed*
When Nikayla went to Heaven her baby sister Maleiya was 6months old.
Maleiya Tala *Princess* is 5 years old now, born on the 25th of March 2003,
Then came Ditanyia Rosina-Lee *Butterfly* Our lil' Rainbow of Hope on the 15th Of December 2005,
We discovered we were expecting again shortly after, around 9weeks into the pregnancy our hearts
were shattered when we discovered we were having twins and one had gone to Heaven *Angel Twin* on
the 15th Day Of May 2006 *Always Remembered* Finally, the surviving twin, Our lil' man! Tejay Wayne
*Fatty Boy* on the 23rd of December 2006, Which completed our Growing Nest!
Also we have our sweet dog Bugga *Our Noble Steed* Bring so much love and joy to us all! He was born
on the 5th of May 2000
Our Angel Nikayla passed away after enduring a struggling, challenging battle.
She battled Severe Brain Atrophy, Cerebal Palsy & Slight Epilepsy due to Prolonged Labor and
Severely Prolonged Oxygen Deprivation during birth.
We are completely torn that Medical Negligence has imposed this heartbreaking outcome in our
lives...
Nikayla will Always be that special ray of light in our lives, she continues to live on in our
lives from her memories that we cherish and her presence that we feel and shines forever more...
The color Pink reminds me of Nikayla everytime, She use to love laying on her lambswool rug with her
cheeky smile and cute little dimples.
She had everyone in awe over her amazing aura and her advanced soul.
I remember when she started doing full circles on the floor, she was so secretive about it and liked
to trick me, I would leave the room for a short period of time and come back to see she had moved a
fair way across the floor! She use to flutter those beautiful long eyelashes and put on her mischief
face as if to say "I bet you have no idea how I got here!"
So I would pretend to leave the room and peek around the corner and catch her out and say "Hey
cheeky! Caught you!" she would just giggle at me.
In the bath she couldn't get enough of it! She would kick her legs better than a champion swimmer in
a marathon! She loved splashing her mama and making a bubbly mess all over the floor, getting out of
the bath was never a favorite thing for her. Her hair was getting soooo long and when it would dry
it would spring up in the most beautiful gorgeous curled golden brown locks i'd ever seen.
We use to have "girl time" where I'd dress her up and put glitter on her cheeks and pigtails in her
hair and she would just lay there and lap it up, she loved it so much, just like her foot and leg
rubs, she would chill out watching blues clues and at times fall asleep through her massages.
She LOVED the breeze! If she went out in the breeze, with it blowing through her locks and across
her face she would break out in the biggest smile ever! She would goo and gaa with pride and still
with that cheekiness in her face and the little dimples.
I will come back and write more, this is very painful
Thank you for reading ((((Hugs))))
Keep giving us *Glitter Kisses* Nikayla! If YOU are loving and missing Nikayla, You will know she
has been for a visit if you have an unexplained speck(s) of glitter on you!!!!
Forever In Our Hearts & Nikayla's existence is a huge part of our lives on a daily basis!!!!
Jesus, Thank You so much for holding Our Angel's...
Just for you beautiful Girl Nikayla xx
HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST
********************
God saw they were their happiest and,
someone would not let that be.
So he put his arms around them, and whispered,
'Come With ME'.
**************
With tear filled eyes we watched them,
suffer and fade away.
Although we loved them deeply, we could not
make them stay.
**************
A golden heart stopped beating,
small precious hands were put to rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the BEST.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Special Thoughts
You are so lucky to have such a loving mummy Nikayla to keep your memory so alive & she is lucky to have had such an obviously gorgeous baby girl as you for the time she had you on this earth was precious & she so misses you i dont know what i would do without any of my 4 girls or my baby boy.
Naomilee, it is strange, im not the kind of person to get too attached to anything but i have been so touched with your kind words & followed both your Dads & daughters sites and it has helped me to know i am not alone with these sad lonely thoughts and painful days. I am grateful to have met you and hope to keep in touch. I am so sorry to hear you're going through such an awful time at the moment with your health problems - i thought by the little things u had said before on here something was wrong. Please feel you can email me if you want to i think sometimes telling someone you dont know how u feel and what is going on and what you are worried about, can help as theres no pressure or anything. Id like to hear from you as well. All the days you hadnt left any candles etc for your Dad and Nikayla i knew something bad must have happened & i was really worried im daft as a brush arent i as i sighed in relief when i saw you had been on today. Shows i care i suppose and you have obviously made a big impression we must be similar in our ways. Im 35 years old but feel i have had a whole lifetime of worries and bad things/luck happening we both must be really strong even though we dont feel like it at times.
You keep your positive head on wont you & remember im thinking of you. I just hope you are made better in the hospital, i dont know exactly whats wrong but doesnt sound too nice at all you have had enough worry its not fair is it.
Lots of love and (((Hugs))) to you i know your Dad and baby girl will be showering their love all around you and will be standing by your side holding your hands every day.
XXX Tara XXX
Please look after me Angel
Hey my baby girl, I'm so scared right now. I put on your pape's page a bit of what is going on... Nikayla, the tests they are doing to me are painful and i don't know how you were so brave with all the things they did to you! I called out your name when i had the lung scan, now all these tests on my heart are weighing on me. I feel so weak baby, compared to the strength you had i feel weak! I try so hard to be 'brave' but i find myself just freaking out. I try think, if you could do it, i can do it... but i fake out... I am scared... scared of dying, scared of not dying... i just don't know baby, i'm numb, literally. I neer thought i'd be going through this... never imagined at my age that they think it's my heart or something 'serious' thought i was made of steel, but i guess that is just my emotions and all, i'm a hard woman to break through to the softness inside... but at the moment i am not doing it all very well... Please be with me baby, no matter what, please stay wit me, hold my hand, hold me together.. I cant go on with it all in my head and keeping all the pain a 'secret' anymore... I don't want to know though so i guess that is why, and i don't want Dada to make a huge fuss and stress out, but seeing as he is watching me type this he knows now hey *Tears* Maybe it's good that way cos i didn't want to say the words, i don't want to 'feel sorry for myself' i want to say the specialist is just tripping out and that he is stressing for nothing, but he just dosen't do that... he's too straight forward about things.... here i am, wanting to have someone take me seriously, and how this specialist is, as he said 'concerned for my life' i think WHY?????? what is the point? Why does it hae to be one thing after the next with me baby???? Why are you gone???? I have to go for now baby.... I'm so sorry *Tears* Give Tara *Angel Kisses* for me baby, she's beautiful, bet you would of loved an Aunt like her, so dedicated.... I feel so close to her.... Thanks to you and your pape and her Dad, we have found each other.... Wish it was a different way though.... Love you Nikayla *Tears* so much! Always! Love Mama Xxxx
Dearest Angel
Nikayla, from the moment you were born, everyone who ever met you was blessed in a special.
Its been many years now but there still isnt a day that goes by that your not in my throughts and my heart.
You are missed so so so much you have always been very special to me and the many moment you spent with me will always be remembered and loved. From the nights staying up nursing you to the wonderful xmas we spent together.
I know in many ways you are still with us and I am glad you still visit me in my dreams.
Now that my father has passed and is on the other side with you I hope he has been able to find you and help take care of you, you meant as much to my family as you did to me.
Love always, uncle Paul
Thank you Baby... I Know you were here
Hey Beautiful, I want to tell you I knew you were there at the hospital with me while they were looking for the clot on my lung and i had a reaction from the dye they put in my body, when i had the huge asthma attack and i was in emergency having oxygen i know you came through Teja to me, and you gazed at me baby *Tears* I seen you and you know i did too... Also when we got home later on and one of your songs came on the computer by Destiny's Child, your brother just stopped in his tracks and sat on the floor then he went and climbed into his bouncer and stared up at the ceiling like Maleiya and Ditanyia use to, but he does it so much, follows you around with his eyes bright and wide... It is amazing, Daddy and I watched it as we do, and i just wish i could see you how Tejay does, he looks so happy and amazed and can't take his eyes away baby *Tears* The song played at your funeral called 'My heart still beats' by Destiny's Child came on also and it still breaks me thinking of when we would sing it to each other through our gaze and it was a dedication of our love and bond... I have been wanting to sing again, i know you loved to listen to me sing, your Sister's and Brother love it too baby and your Daddy too... It is hard at times cos i keep thinking you will be back on this earth once again... but i have been getting the microphone out and having 'our time' with you when Daddy goes to do things that needs to be done.... I know i cry alot too but it's ok isn't it Angel... Can you give your 2 Angel baby siblings *Angel Kisses* from Mama... Well my Beautiful Glitter Angel Girl, I had better go, but you'll come snuggle up with me in bed won't you baby? Daddy won't mind if we hog the bed... As long as you are there *Tears* I miss you... I have been pretty bad lately and hiding my grief around others is more than i can bare lately... How can the people in my life not want to know all about how amazing you are? It tears me up inside.... I told your Pape as you know, and you know exactly what is driving me to the edge, i know... Well Baby, it is 4am, and as you know it has been a long day... Please visit Uncle Cody and give him *Angel Kisses* with your pape, and tell Nanny to be with him always... Love you.... Don't want to go and not keep telling you I love you... ********TEARS******** Help me baby.... Love you........................................ *Tears* This is so hard baby....... Be back here soon my love! *Tears* Love Mama.. Love You Nikayla Codi Hansen!!!! ((((((((((((((((((LOVE YOU)))))))))))))))))) Xxxx Xxxx Xxxx Xxxx
thinking of you
Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama please don't cry~
'Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.'
Please, try not to question God,
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama don't your cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.
XXX
Dyan
One gift, above all others
god gave us to treasure
one that knows no time, no place
and one that gold cannot measure
The precious poignant tender gift
of memory.....that will keep
of dear ones ever in our hearts
although god gave them sleep
It brings back long remembered things
a song, a word, a smile
and the worlds a better place.....because
we had them for a while
Love & BIG ((hugs)) ~~ Jane...x♥x
NIKAYLA
Angel,
Please help Mama.... I miss you and i'm torn....
How am i NOT going to let that as*hole Dr get away with it!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU Nikayla!!!! You were my life! and that has NOT changed, and NEVER will!!!!!
LOVE MAMA *****************TEARS****************
Xxxx
Our Angel Girl!!!!!!!!
To our beautiful, missed, sparkle dropper Nikayla Codi,
How is it in Heaven baby girl? Is your pape giving you a hard time? lecturing you too??? Well if he is you have Our full permission to punch him in the balls and drop him!!!! *Hehe* Well, that's what he told me to do when i was little if i needed too!!!! fair is fair!!!!
*Daddy says* Hope you are watching over us and that your 'Backwards' Family gives you a smile everyday! *Daddy goes to salvage something your brother Tejay just swiped off the table!* so *Mama says* Can you come in to my dreams tonight baby, with your pape? *Daddy's back and says* your mama and I #He wants me to type BEAUTIFUL MAMA and you know me, im like... ~sigh~...# miss you so much. Wishing you were here to keep your siblings in line *hehe* Love you Angel Xxxx
*mama's back* Hey my Girl, I wish i had a photo of you and Daddy from that time you were in the hospital, it was such a touching moment. Daddy always says that he misses you sooooo much and he cries for you. Alot of the time he cries for us both cos i just seize up and go all numb... That's what happens when you get brought up rough as guts and taught not to show emotion or cry! But i am getting there... Daddy worries when your rose bush is not up to standards, but you know what he is like with his watering system hey baby... *Grins* I want to get back into my poetry writing... i've got a writers block and it hurts cos it is my outlet in silence that gets my thoughts and feelings out... i'm so ANGRY that the Dr. who is responsible for you not being here anymore lives 5 minutes from our house! *Tears*
Me and Daddy wanna go for a visit one Saturday night!!!!!
Anyway baby, i will go FOR NOW... but we will be back. We love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we will NEVER say goodbye!
All our love, Mama & Daddy Xxxx
Give Jesus *Angel Kisses* for us baby! Xxxx
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